Yeah I know, it's pretty damn sad. But I still gotta make the best of it right?

Anyways, I'm a first time buyer and I'm looking to for a toy that can accommodate a really small guy like me (both length and girth). I'm afraid that most onaholes can only be used to their full potential the deeper you reach inside. Will that be the case? Is there anyone here with a similar size as me that has experience buying onaholes?

I'm also eyeing the ZXY and the Venus Real for the realistic feeling. I wonder if I can actually use those.