I honestly would even buy one of those inflatable pillows if it meant I had some options. I was broke back when toydemon jad the previous renditions of theor plush doll or else I would have bought the hip. I honestly don't want to pay more than the actual thing costs just to buy one from japan, or $200+ for what I consider to he a bulky plush doll.I can't even imagine how I'd clean it as someone who lives in an apartment that doesn't have washers iny apartment.