Onaholes

recently I got an erotic maid servant and now am extremely disappointed in how disappointing this toy is especially for the amount of money. now, I'm chasing realism because what is better to chase after

I am still fairly new to the ona scene and have a question regarding Tomax softness levels. I know these topics seem to have been done ad nauseam but I think this is a new question.

When

So for once it seems like all the tomax onaholes are back in stock.

Is there anyone that possibly have owned all of the different softness that can recommend the correct softness for me?

I have a pretty decent onahole collection at this point. What's ended up happening is:
a) some toys are obsolete the moment I try using them (as in I don't enjoy them, not durability related)

Couple questions

1. how do you generally handle disposal of onaholes? (side note, same for packaging, I definitely just throw it away due to the explicit art, sometimes I'll inside out it,